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有时候，我还是挺埋怨靳骐的，明知道最后还是会让她伤心，为什么还是要给她一个希望，这不是对她更加残忍么。                                                                                                             但是我不能说，怎么说都是残忍的，我想让她多一点开心的时间，至少最后回忆起来的时候剩下的不都是痛苦。                                                                                                             可我还是想要提醒她，不要把所有的注意力都放在靳骐身上，他一走，也许她真的会崩溃。                                                                                                             “李澈你真讨厌！”                                                                                                             她双手叉腰地对着我嚷嚷，鼓着腮帮子，像是一个包子一样。                                                                                                             我知道她又觉得我讨厌了，因为我又再次“诅咒”了她的ai情，很恶毒的，我几乎每天都会“诅咒”一次，告诉她，她和靳骐之间是不会有什么好结果的。                                                                                                             被她厌恶，这也是在意料之中，我捧着手上的杯子，慢慢悠悠地喝着杯子里面的咖啡，把她的话当做耳边风。                                                                                                             她也就敢在靳骐不在场的时候对我嚷嚷了，靳骐在的时候，她就算再不爽也得隐忍着我。                                                                                                             就像是现在，靳骐感冒了，在屋子里头睡着，她答应留下来吃过晚饭再走，所以也就和我一起呆在客厅里面，即便是不爽，声音还是压低了很多。                                                                                                             “喂，喝那么多咖啡，小心胃会坏掉！”她依旧鼓着一张脸，但是语气放软了许多，“下次改喝一下红茶吧，据说不伤胃，不过最好还是喝点牛n一类的。”                                                                                                             我喝咖啡的动作稍微顿了顿，喝完手上的咖啡，然后把杯子递给她。                                                                                                             “那帮我泡一杯红茶吧。”                                                                                                             我突然觉得自己有点无耻。                                                                                                             她睁大了眼睛瞪着我，像是在看一个怪物一样。