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 话虽然是这么问着，但是我基本上都已经肯定了这个答案。                                                                                                             “你只是觉得难以接受而已。”                                                                                                             别说是靳骐了，如果这种事情搁在我的身上我都觉得有些难以接受，总觉得有点耿耿于怀。                                                                                                             所以说靳骐现在不见得对我有特别多的感情，但是他和李澈之间的兄弟情肯定是b我们这种儿nv情长要坚固的多了。                                                                                                             “你都已经下了这么一个结论了，你还要我怎么说？”                                                                                                             靳骐看着我，神情懊恼，瞅着纠结无b。                                                                                                             “如果你这么认为，那就是这样吧！”                                                                                                             靳骐冷冷地说出这一句。                                                                                                             听到靳骐这么说的时候，我突然觉得有种很难以言喻的感觉，真不知道是该为自己这么多年来未忘的情感而哀悼还是别的什么。                                                                                                             我未放下的是过往，而他没放下的……却只是偏执而已。                                                                                                             如果在这个时候他能够在多说一点，再多辩解一点，或者我会……我会……                                                                                                             我也不知道我会怎么样，也不知道会改变些什么，或者，多说什么多做什么都已经是没有用了。                                                                                                             靳骐坐了没一会就走了，我也不拦他，反正该来的总是会来，该走的总是要走的，强求不来，就算是强求也强求不到。                                                                                                             我维持着最后的动作不动，蜷缩在沙发上。                                                                                                             不得不感叹李澈的家具选的不错，在沙发上窝那么久也没有觉得难受，果然所有的东西都是烧钱的才